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What MY HeaRT SaY Rite NoW....

stop????never...why????cant think a reason......haha

Thursday, December 29, 2011

SetIauSahA?????

S/U a.k.a setiausaha or in English org sebut secretary…..(erk…btol ke ejaan ak 2???lantak le…)slalu nya kalau la s/u nie yg jadi org pempuan an???slalu nye la…n sangat2 susah nk cari s/u lelaki nie…even lau bos pempuan…lau bos laki lagi la susah an..haha

N ar nie ak terfikir….nape s/u mostly or biasanya pempuan ek????nape xramai s/u lelaki???(even setahu ak baru sorg laki yg ak tau menjadi s/u)…..haha…

korang x rase pelik ke???

Seblom nie mmg ak xrase pelik la..sbb ak lahir2 je ak da tau lau s/u mesti pempuan…p ble da besar n aktif berpersatuan n berprogram nie, baru ak terfikir n rse nk tau kenapa s/u mesti or sentiasa or jarang sangat dapat kt lelaki????

Xkn korang x terasa nk tau kenapa???ke xpernah terfikir kenapa???

Puas ak fikir jawapan tetap ak xtau kenapa…haha..lau ad sape2 tau kenapa s/u 2 selalu pempuan tolong g tau ak knapa….bleh ea???hahah

p/s: ak xtau npe ak besarkan certain perkataan 2…haha..xde kerja agaknya…haha…n ak btol2 nk tau kenapa

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

sory kalau sy buat awak serabut.........




ble otak da serabut....ngan keje yg xabis2 n test yg xleh jwab..mle la otak ak menggila....tambah2 ble org xnk blas ak ms8....sakit aty rse...pnat tunggu....lau ad prob gtau la....ak xmarah pn....

bkn ak ms8 nk kaco pn...ak ms8 sbb nk tnye psal paper work....bkn sje2....mmg salu ak rse nk kaco sje2....p ak cbe bertahan....sbb ak xnk kaco makwe org....n lau xlyan lau ak ms8 sbb bnde xpenting xpe....sbb ak tau mybe tkut pkwe ye marah...p bnde yg urgent....

at least gtau la lau ad prob....ak xkaco nyer pas 2 until dye ok....nie senyap je....mne la ak tau...da r ak jnis xpaham gurls (sbb 2 kne tinggal kot).....

maaf la lau sy buat awak x slesa slama nie.....


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Thursday, November 03, 2011

ma......i miss u......

ma.....
abaroh rndu sngat2 kt ma....
rndu sngat2 nk sembang nge ma.....
i have a lot of stry to be told......
n alot of advice to be ask from u.....

n abaroh still ingt tyme kite cite2 kt beranda tyme pg2 n ptg2 2....
senyuman ma stilll ag abaroh ingt.....
i can't 4get that....
coz that is the cure 4 all my problems back then....

but now.......
i cant see it anymore.......
ma....
i miss u.......

no word to say...

miss her so much........

Sunday, October 30, 2011

ERmmm.......

erm....
ak xpaham pe yg org fkir skunk nie......
or ak yg xbtol???
hurm

ak pham kalau rase marah ble org hina agama Islam.....
tp ak xpham knape perlu hina balik org 2????
perlu ke buat cam 2????

or ak yg xtau mmg kne hina org yg buat cam nie???????

hurm....

p/s: tolong gtau......

XkesAH Pn La.....

erm.....

menang or kalah da memg adat men an????

so ak xkesh la pasal GANU a.k.a TERENGGANU kalah td....

sbb ak ank jati TERENGGGANU....

xkn sbb kalah bola xnk ngaku jd org GANU kot???

haha


ad aku kesah kalau kalah???

tp tetap xpuas aty sal bola td.....

xpuas aty sbb mutu permainan team TERENGGANU xcam men tyme lawan SELANGOR ar 2....

ar 2 nyer game lg best ak tengok...

yg ar nie cam ape je men...

xcam final...

cam ak men petang2 je.....(bajet hebat la 2..haha)


p seyes xpuas aty ngan mutu game n padang final 2....

harap kn tiket je mahal nk mampus...

p padang da mcm padang utama UTM nie je....

bek men kt c nie je...

haha


pape pn.....

tahniah buat warga N.9 sbb N.9 menang Piala Malaysia 2011...

n wat TERENGGANU...

teruskn usaha...

ak tetap sokong even kalah....

tp kalu next tyme men cam nie gak....

nk sokong pn xde mud....

jgn nk sokong la...

nk amek tau pn sush.....

huhu..='(


p/s: xsuke tol cara men td..sibuk nk men long ball je..better N.9 nyer game..men control ball...hu..



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Friday, October 28, 2011

ucapan berbaur ugutan.....haha...=p


tahniah la kt membe ak sorang nie.....(nama d rahsiakn)hahaa
sebab pe ak ucap tahniah pn kne rahsia....haha

sbb ye xnk kecoh2 psal bnde nie......
tensen gak la rse...
maklum la....
ak kn jenis kepoh n bnyak mulut sket....
seb bek ye da pesan awal2 jgn gtau....
lau x,mmg da berterabur ak post kt fb 2....
haha

kepada anda yg berkenaan....
jga la leklok k....
t tunjuk kn kt ak yg mne 1 ea....(ak da lpe yg mne...hehe)
siap ko lau x tunjuk.....haha
~ske2 je ak ugut ko an???hahaha




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Wednesday, October 26, 2011

cukup suda.......


Alhamdulillah......
sykur sbb still bernafas ag..
even d timpa kesulitan ar 2....
hehe

2,3 ar nie, hidup ak makin berterabur.....
tp ad gak yg best despite all of that....

lam minggu nie pling best ar 2 la...
23-10-2011.....
hehe

ar nie pn best gak.....
xde yg special ngat pn....
just i'm glad that i doesn't expect much about today...
hehe

pape pn.....
skunk da tiba mase tuk ak tinggal kn zaman budop2 2....
skunk da tiba masa tuk jd dewasa......
yeah....

mintak2 xde pape masalah len yg ak cari pas nie....hehe

(p/s:msti korunk trtanye2 pe kaitan antara tajuk n entry nie an......erm...lau ak bgtau xbest r an....so i will let u think what is the connection....hehe)

Thursday, October 20, 2011

design oh design....



ar nie btol2 menambahkn ke-tensen-nan ak.....
mne x nyer....
manjang asyik kne ngadap design yg ntah btol ntah salah ak lukis 2....
da pening da kepala ak....
tmbah2 kne lak ngan tangan xbape nk sendit or bedung nie....
mmg abis r lukisan ak....
haha

mggu nie sbjek lan xde nk sentuh pn.....
duk lyan bnde alah nie je.....
(awal2 xnk buat..pas2 salahkn desing....bjak tol)

next week da first test....
abis r ak....
haha

ngan kaki kanan yg still injured nie...
lg la sush nk buat bnde design nie.....
agpn ak xmnat lukis2 bnde nie....
lau lukis muka org minat r...
(even x cantik cam boy n gurl fren (kawan laki n pempuan k...bkn special...haha) ak...)


nie la yg ak kne wat...huuu..(p xsecomplex cam nie r....)*ntah btol ke salah ak eja 2...haha


sok da nk kne anta...keje bnyak ag x siap nie....(yg p wat entry nie pesal lak???xsdar2 ke???)
arghhh!!!!!!

ak xske ngat buat keje under pressure.....
lau stdy under pressure bleh ag....
huu

lau ak jd lec ak xsuh student ak wat cara manual....
kecian kt diorang...haha

nk melalut da nie....
ak stop dlu....
papai......
(nk smbung wat design lak.....doa2kn la ak smpat siap ye...~ngeeee)

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

cuti...=(




ar nie secara official.......
ak terpaksa mngambil cuti pnjang.....
stelah berfikir masak2 semalam n ar sblom smalam....
ak terpaksa ambk keputusan nie.....
untuk kepentingan diri sndri n kwan2......
sory guys.....=(

cam haram gak ayat ak ats 2 an????
haha

p mmh btol pn....
ak mmg kne amek cuti nie.....
even xdpat mc dr doc(nk wat cam ne...da mls nk p jmpe doc..haha)...
ak kne gak amek cuti nie...haha

sbnr nya bkn cuti belajar....
cuti dr bermaen je sbnar nya.....
haha

sbb nyer....
ak tengah injured...
huuuu..

sakit.....='(

spatut dr mggu lpas ag ak brcuti nie.....
tp da degil....
ak tetp men gak.....
smpai la ar sblom smlam....
da xtahan da....
hahha

yg pling xtahan,nie injury dalaman...
lau bengkak or teseliuh ak xkesh ag....
huuu...

nk letak pn sakit.....
nk angkat pn sakit....
da xtau nk buat cam ne peha ak nie...
yg ak sure,ak kne sabar je la....
haha

p ak xtau r lme mne cuti pnjang ak 2...
kne2 1 ar je....
haha
nk wat cam ne....
ak mne than xmen ptg2....
rse xlengkap 1 ar ak....
ahhahaha

doakn la ak cepat smbuh ea....
sbb ak xtahan duk sje2 ptg2.....
huuuu...(nk men lagi!!!!!!!!!)

cam nie r mke ak petang2 lau xmen.....hu

Monday, October 17, 2011

antara janji dan diri sndri


janji???

or




diri sndiri????


Tetiba terfikir pasal bnde nie.....(pdahal ak sndri yg cari pasl)....

Haha...


Bgus an perangai ak????


Pape pn ak nk tnye psal jnji n diri sndri nie.....


Yg mne lagi penting????

Diri sendri or janji yg kita buat????

Ak pn xtau nk pilih yg mne skunk nie.....

Ak tengah tersepit d antara bnda nie.....


Kisah nya cam nie.....

Ak da janji ngan kawan nk men takraw same2 ari nie.....

P tetiba smalam injured tyme frenly bola......


Nk pentingkn diri sndri, rse brsalah......

Nk pentingkn janji pn rse bersalah....

Mmg ak cari pasal la an lau pentingkn janji.....

Clap2 trus xleh guna kaki ak sat g......

haha


P lau x pentingkn,t org da xcaye kt ak....

Once we people lost their trust towards us, it is hard to regain it......

N bg ak,kepercayaan org len terhadap kita 2 penting gak cam kesihatan......


2 yg buat ak dalam dilema......

Haha


Da xtau nk buat ape da......

Janji or diri sndiri yg ptut ak utamakn ea?????

Sunday, October 16, 2011

datang x di undang.......

datang nyer x d undang......
nk d halau plak xdpat.....
sbr je la......
haha

nie bkn tuju kt org.....
nie kt dri sndri.....
haha

sbnr nie pasal kaki ak je.......
sakit je mamnjang skunk nie......
xleh kne pressure lebih sket je......
msti sakit.....
p yg best, lpas tdo msti da xsakit.....
hahhaa

p lau jalan bnyak sakit.....
lau lari pn xsakit.....
pening ak....
haha

p ak xkesh pn ngan sakit nie....
sakit bkn penghalang tuk bermaen....
hahaa

selagi bleh men ak men....
even sakit.....
sbb ak mne leh duk saje kt blik....
lau x tdo, ak jd x btol...
haha

kaki da sakit sngat2 nie.....
nk kne tdo lu....
hahha

sekian lama.......

lama tol x berblog......
nk wat cam ne.....
mud xde....
tenet pn bru nk ad nie.....
keje pn bnyak skunk......

ble ad prob bru rase nk berblog...
xbgus tol an perangai ak.....
haha

xkesh r seme 2.....
mkin bnyak msalah ak skunk nie......
xtau cm ne nk handle....
so biar je la an.....
haha

p dlam biar2 pn,ak still think about it.....
xtau cm ne nk buang jauh2 dr otak ak.....
tmbh2 dgn ape yg trjadi ar 2(biar lah rahsia ble 2....).......

skunk ak rse just nk isolatekn dri dr semua........
xnk jmpe org......
xnk ckap ngan sape2.....
xnk p mane2......
n xnk wat pape......

rse mcm da nk giler da nie........demmm.....

Saturday, July 30, 2011

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lambat tol nak ckup umo nie....
xsbr rse nie...argh!!!!!!!!

sbr je la.....

jeles tengok org buat pe yg ak nk buat....
p leh nk buat.......

argh!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 29, 2011

a sad story................

last nite....
i got a shocking news.......
and it really shocked me.....
coz i never imagine that i will get this news.....

its about a fren of mine........
even i'm not close with him....
but still.....
i'm sad with the news....

never imagine that person who used to attend same school like me can be like that.....
never thought of that....

n i dont know how he can be like that.....
how he can do such reckless thing......

even to say what he done is sad enough.....

but still.....

i hope....
that he can repent...

what have he done????

he said that he is an aties right now.....
and that make me very sad.....

i hope he repent.......

thats all....

p/s: mnx jauh la dr ak keluarga ak,org yg ak syg,kwn2 ak n org muslim yg len......

Thursday, July 28, 2011

!@#!@$#%#$#$^^#


REPORT!!!REPORT!!!REPORT!!!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sakit aty tol kne buat mnatang nie…..

Geram…

Tensen…

Marah….

Sakit jiwa…

Semua ad la….


Haish…


Bnyak 2 nk kne buat…50 page.....

Xke terbelalak biji mata ak nie…..

Stakt nk letak gamba bnyak2 ok lagi….

P gamba pn xde nie….

Puas ak google….

P haram…

Hampeh…

Xde bnyk pn ak leh guna tuk wat report nie……


Mmg mncabar kesabaran r wat report nie…

Da r lam English….

Da r english ak cam haram gak sket2…..

Stakt nk brcakap 2 bleh r…

Nk buat ayt mmg kantoi r sket..

Buat ayt lam bmp n hancur….

Haha

Da puas bebel….

Nk smbung wat report lak…

Haha


Peace….=)


p/s: mmg bengang sangat2 skunk…haha….

Sunday, July 24, 2011

SukA duKA LI.....(part 1)



li suda abes....

p ak still xleh blik umah ag....

waaaa

tensen tol rse.....

cam nk mnjerit2 kuat2 cam org gile...

haha


apsal la report nk awal sangat.....

lau x,ak da blik umah da nie....

da r duit da xde....

lg la tensen....

nk enjoy pn xdpat...


nk harap elaun LI mmg xdpat la....

sbb ak nyer LI xde elaun...

nyesal pn ad...

p da abis pn lau nk nyesal an....

haha...


p LI nie,ad best n xbest....


yg best sbb ak nyer SV suka blnje ak mkn.....

n technision sume bek2 n kamcing ngan ak...

even knal skejap je...

tmbah2 brader ujang n barder subki....

mmg best tol diorang....

n tyme ak present ar 2,membe SV ak puji ak nyer inglish....

just suh ak bnyk2 praktis speaking tuk btolkn sebutan.....

haha

bangga jap ak.....

haha


yg xbest....


SV ak gak....

haha

sbb nyer....

kalu ye bg ak keje.....

ye just suh ak buat....

n ble ak buat xbtol,ye kondem ak....

pdhal ye xgtau pn nk wat cam ne....

pas2 lau ak buat cara ak,mula la ak kne bebel ngan ye....

tensen xyah ckap...

nk je hempuk2 pale ye....

haha


yg pling xpuas aty...

psal ak nyer presentation...

kne buat presentation 2 ak xkesah la an....

normal bnde 2....

yg buat xbest...


ble ak kne komen psal slide ak sket ngat.....

cam ne la xsket...

mase ye bg tuk ak buat,xsampai 24 hours kot...

lau bg 2,3 ar bleh r nk kondem cam 2...

nk je ak kondem ye tyme membe ye tnye ak ble buat slide nie...

harap ye SV ak je...

tkut gak lau ak kondem t,marks ye bg kt ak rendah....

haha


so snyap je la....

p lam aty ak da kutuk2 da....

haha


pape pn....

bnyak gak ak blaja tyme LI nie...

nk cite 1,1 mmg xckup 1 entry...

sah2 korang bosan t lau ak cite sume sx lam 1 entry....

haha....(cam ad yg bc je)


nk stop tulis dulu....

nk smbung downlod cite..

haha


peace......=)


p/s:seyes xpuas aty ngan SV ak 2....huh!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

setiap ar...


stiap ar ak mencuba....
n setiap ar ak kecewa....

setiap ar ak lawan....
n setiap ar jugak ak kalah....

setiap ar ak buat x peduli....
n stiap ar jgak ak peduli...

setiap ar ak menunggu...
n setiap ar jgak yg d tunggu xkunjung tiba....

penat buat bnda sme setiap ar....
p still tewas,still kecewa,still peduli,stil jugak xtiba.....

salu gak rse nk benti buat 2 semua....
p xsanggup nk benti....

hnya mampu berdoa n berharap pd yg esa.....

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

rite now...

otak ak just fkir nk wat keje gile je....

.n aty ak pn da terikut2 da sket...

.hurm..

.ak pn xtau pe nk jd...

n xnk pkey pe akn jd..

just nk buat je skunk nie...

mungkn ak da xbetol kot...

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Stakat nie…

Janji ak pd dr sndri msih ak dpat pegang….

Janji tuk xmenitiskn air mata….


Tp

Setiap saat mkin kuat rse air mata nk menitis…..


Semakin kuat ak lawan……

Semakin kuat rse 2 datang…


Ntah la…

Ak da pnat da tahan dr dr menangis….


Tp

Ak msih cuba tuk bertahan…

Even da xtahan sangat2….


N ble da cam nie….

Mle la terasa nk buat kerja yg xptut d buat…..


Hurm….

But still…

I just think about it…

Not to do it yet….

But 4 how long it will stand….

Even my self don’t know it….


I miss her so much…..


But

I will never c her again….


Ma…

I miss u…….

Monday, July 04, 2011

.........................

Tak penah ku sangka….

Bhwa secepat ini dikau d panggil menghadap-Nya….


Dan ketika itu…..

Ak harap itu 1 mimpi…


Namun begitu…

Ia adlah kenyataan yg terpaksa ak telan….

Walau sepahit mana pn….

D saat berita itu ku dengar….

Dunia ku seakan gelap tiada cahaya….

Kali terakhir ku menatap wajah mu…

Ku lihat dikau kembali segar…..

Matamu bersinar..

Senyuman masih kau kuntumkn buatku…

Dan tingkah laku mu d saat ak meninggalkn mu saat itu….

Masih segar dalam ingatan ak…

Dikau seakan2 xmahu dri ini pergi….


Maafkn diri ini….

Kerna tidak sempat memberikn dan berjasa kepadamu…

Hanya bnyak menyusahkn diri mu…

Selalu membuat diri mu berduka dengan tingkah laku ku…


Sememangnya…

Ak xkan dapat memaafkn diri ini….

Kerana terlalu bnyak salah ku terhadap mu….


Namun 1 janji ku pd mu….

Perasaan ini xkn terlihat dek ahli keluarga kita….

Akn ku cuba tuk menyembunyikn nya…


Ma…….

Abaroh sayang ma sangat2….

Maaf sbb xdpat tuk mengiring ma ke kuburan n mnyolatkn ma…

Maaf sangat2…..


Semoga d kau tenang n bahgia d sana….

siLa LA klIk kaLu SukA