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What MY HeaRT SaY Rite NoW....

stop????never...why????cant think a reason......haha

Monday, June 13, 2011

HaTE...


Hate……


It is a feeling that we feel for something that we don’t like….n everybody or almost everybody have this feeling….for any reason that it may occur….


But the truth is….

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There are also the things that we cant hate…..coz when we hate it…it means other thing….


For example….


We can’t hate some1 coz we hate to see his face or body……coz it means we hate the creation of Allah….but if we hate only the wrong thing that they do..it is ok…


But still….


What we hate must be becoz of Allah…..not just simply hate it without no reason….coz if we do that..it is a sin…


So…


Think again what you say that you hate..is it ok to hate it or not..n either it is coz of Allah or not…




Peace…..=)

LeT TimE HeaL eVerYthInG?????


Time….

some says that time can heal everything……..just give ur self some time……but the truth that I feel….time does not heal everything….it can only heal physical injury…..not the soul injury….


Coz…


We cant see the place that being hurt…..we just forget about the soul injury….that is it…not heal it…..but make us forget about it…..


Coz…


Time only can make us forget the past…but not everyone can forget it…either becoz of they don’t want to forget or that they cant forget it…..


But still……


Its better that we cant forget about it than doesn’t want to forget about it…..coz those who doesn’t want to forget about it…usually will have the will to take revenge 4 what happen to them….coz they cant accept what have happened to them….but those who cant….usually doesn’t have it….coz they have accept it….

Sunday, June 12, 2011

olD mE.......

Its been a week…..

But still….


I cant get rid of this feeling….

And when it come…..

I cant think clearly….


N tomorrow….

I have to get back to work….


But still….

I got no sprit to work…..

I wanna be alone….


But…


How can a human be alone rite….


N whenever I’m with someone else….

I have to be another person…..


Got to laugh even I don’t want to…….

Got to smile even it hard……

Pretend that I have eat when I don’t wanna eat……

Pretend that I’m ok even I’m not…….


I think…..

I have become hypocrite again…


Just like old me…

The one who always become hypocrite…

I used to hate to be like that…


But rite now..

I got to be n I like to be like that……

At least for now…..

Coz I cant pretend the future…..


Mom..dad…forgive me 4 being like this….

I have tried but still cant forget and get rid of this feeling….

Sory 4 make both of u disappointed with me 4 all this time………..

Thursday, June 09, 2011

StiLL LikE tHis....


There is so many thing that I have tried to do…

But still…

Thi feeling still does not fading….

Yet it become more n more thicker everyday…


I have accept what happening….

But still…

I feel da same…


I tried over n over to get rid of this feeling….

But again…

I fail…


Hurm…

Maybe I’m not a tough as I wanna be….

Coz more tougher I wanna be….

More weaker I feel….


Its not that I cant accept….

But….

The feeling till ov

er me…..

N grow everyday….

Don’t know what else I have to do…..




p/s: Tears is not enough rite now….

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Just last week….

My appetite still normal….

Eat as much as I want n as much as I can…

What ever I wanna eat n whenever I wanna eat…

Never hesitate to eat….

But……


………..


It have been 5 days now…..

I have tried to eat….

But still…..


Don’t have the appetite…

Don’t know why….


When ever I c the rise….

I have no lut to eat it…

Just watch it….


Even if I’m forcing my self….

Still it cant be digested….

I only will vomit it afterwards….


But I’m still ok….

Coz till can eat…

But only light food….


Like “kuih” and “kerepek”…


N rite now…


The feeling has come again….

Hurm…




pantang tengok mkanan kalu dulu…..


Sunday, June 05, 2011

LonG TimE nO C.....



Lame tol ak x meng-up-date blog nie….

Hehe

Bkn pe…

Bese la….

Bz sngat2…

Haha


Bkn pe x up-date seblom nie….

Just ad bnde yg lg penting nk kne buat…

Hehe


N skunk bru ad masa sket….

2 ak merajin kn diri meng-up-date nie….

Haha


Skunk nk mkan lu…

T ak cite sumthing yg bermaen lam pale ak skunk nie…

hehe…


babaiiii..


peace….=)

p/s: cam ramai je yg bc an???hahaha

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