Its been a week…..
But still….
I cant get rid of this feeling….
And when it come…..
I cant think clearly….
N tomorrow….
I have to get back to work….
But still….
I got no sprit to work…..
I wanna be alone….
But…
How can a human be alone rite….
N whenever I’m with someone else….
I have to be another person…..
Got to laugh even I don’t want to…….
Got to smile even it hard……
Pretend that I have eat when I don’t wanna eat……
Pretend that I’m ok even I’m not…….
I think…..
I have become hypocrite again…
Just like old me…
The one who always become hypocrite…
I used to hate to be like that…
But rite now..
I got to be n I like to be like that……
At least for now…..
Coz I cant pretend the future…..
Mom..dad…forgive me 4 being like this….
I have tried but still cant forget and get rid of this feeling….
Sory 4 make both of u disappointed with me 4 all this time………..
jgn sedih2..life must go on...adik2 oke je kat sini..hari2 mai sini..
ReplyDeletenot the sad feeling...but another feeling...=)
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